He is everything that I am looking for. It has been 3 days and I am drunk. Completely intoxicated by him. Everything. His eyes, his smile, his muscles, everything. But regardless of my intoxication I am over all scared. I am terrified of the disappointment. I want him. I need him, it seems.. but what if everything I see is a mask. His name is Junior. And I haven’t had a man make me feel this way since my first love. Even the sexual tension is perfect. Im terrified. Nothing is perfect. But i will continue to blissfully dance in this beautiful rain of me and him hoping that I don’t get caught in a storm.